I will be honest this was by far the one procedure / event/ life defying moment that my life finally sat still! yes quiet.still non - moving and well I shut down ..

2021 is coming to an END and to be honest this has been the most productive for Liam to GROW and Learn ... but the most challenging for Chris and myself .......

I haven't posted in a while due to trying to move and finalize all of the things to close out the last chapter in our lives and move forward in this new chapter. The move I will say has been extremely difficult. I have had a lot of ups and downs but I have learned as a mum with a beautiful Special Blessing I am not allowed feelings or at least not to show or express b/c others always need me more than I can ask for help myself. Sometimes I think the feelings that build up inside of me are paralyzing. But I find some way like in the Doman Program to drop myself so I use another part of my brain to process and pull out of the paralyzing state.

“I’m doing the best I can”. I listened as she told me her story and realize how similar our lives are in so many ways! But I also realized she was a lot further than me in the whole “I got this”